ALLAH'S PLAN

Some things are beyond planning.
And life doesn't always turn out as planned.

You don't plan for a broken heart.
You don't plan for an autistic child.
You don't plan for spinsterhood.
You don't plan for a failure in your business.

You plan to be young forever.
You plan to climb the corporate ladder.
You plan to be rich and powerful.
You plan to be acclaimed and successful.
You plan to conquer the universe.
You plan to fall in love - and be loved forever.

You don't plan to be sad.
You don't plan to be hurt.
You don't plan to be broke.
You don't plan to be betrayed.
You don't plan to be alone in this world
You don't plan to be shattered.You plan to be happy.

Sometimes if you work hard enough, you can get what you want.
But MOST of the times, what you want and what you get are two different things.
We, mortals plan. But so does Allah in the heaven.

Sometimes, it is difficult to understand Allah's plans especially when His plans are not in consonance with ours.

Often, when He sends us crisis, we turn to Him in anger. True, we cannot choose what Allah wishes us to carry, but we can carry it with courage knowing that He will never neither abandon us nor send something we cannot cope with.

Sometimes, Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul.
Sometimes, He breaks our heart to make us whole.
Sometimes, He allows pain so we can be stronger.
Sometimes, Allah sends us failure so we can be humble.
Sometimes, He allows illness so we can take better care of ourselves.
And sometimes, Allah takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything He gave us.

Do make plans...but understand that we live by Allah's grace.

As for my last entry...THANK YOU.Nothing else than thank you for the MOST 'valuable' experiences you'd gave me previously and recently. You taught me that planning without actions is just a dream as words without action is nothing. Yea..experiences can be a great teachers, rite?

(I'm wrapping up the never ending story. Big girl don't cry, remember ? May Allah always be with me)

Afterthought:Sometimes in my darkest thoughts, I wish I'd never learned what it is to be in love and have that love returned.